Alright, so here’s the deal. I’m 19, 5’2", and tipping the scales at 460 pounds (yeah, I know, pretty hefty). Here’s the thing: I’m fully aware of how heavy I am and how unhealthy it is, but there’s a twist. I make a ton of cash being this size.
Now, this isn’t common knowledge, but I’m actually a SSBBW web model. For those who aren’t familiar, SSBBW stands for super sized big beautiful women, and it’s basically a niche of softcore adult content where girls like me showcase their bodies online. Now, I personally don’t do anything explicit or nude, but I’ll do lingerie photoshoots and those outrageous calorie-eating sessions for my fans.
Here’s the kicker: I’ve got a solid fan base, and I’m pulling in around $40k a year with minimal effort. That kind of money covers my tuition and living expenses, so it’s a pretty big deal for me. As much as I’d love to shed some pounds, the financial side of things makes me hesitate.
I’ve packed on over 60 pounds in just my freshman year alone, but the more I gain, the more followers I get, and the fatter my bank account becomes. Some of my fans are even pushing me to hit 500 pounds.
But here’s the dilemma: my weight is making it seriously tough to do everyday stuff, and my parents are freaking out about it. They’ve both lost a ton of weight and are all about that active lifestyle now. So, yeah, hanging out with them can make me feel like a total grandma, especially when I’m the one needing breaks during outings.
So, I’m at a crossroads here. I’ve been toying with the idea of just letting the pounds pile on until graduation (hey, it’s keeping me debt-free), and then I’ll tackle the weight loss journey. But if I keep going at this rate, I’ll be a whopping 655 pounds by the time I graduate, and I’m not sure my body can handle that.
So, what do you guys think? Quitting seems like the obvious choice, but $40k is nothing to sneeze at. And let’s not forget, the models tipping the scales at 500+ pounds are pulling in six figures. Any advice on how to navigate this mess?